this few days were like the same ??
went je den wisely house, go outside eat at around 5+ or 6+ den went back prata shop there play cards.
after playing cards just went back home and slp.
i tink that u shudnt stress urself up even after 'N' is over just walk the path u want to and u will be happy and i would too.
i feel the same if u are like tis too, so cheer up =D